A few years later ...
I'm 30 years old and unfortunately it was not a good idea to create the potion "oblivion".
All this time I 've been caught in a time loop, because every time I drank the potion, I forgot everything. it recursively I went up on my facebook page of 30 years and then I created the potion to forget. So I have not become anything, just a loser with only the merit of having invented the "potion to forget."
P.S. I decided, at 30 years old, of to delete definitively my facebook page and look for "a warm place with no memory" in order to live in peace the rest of my life.